The Hospital

They all say "人生如戲"... how apt it is.... I really feel so.... the dramas are just amplified versions of our daily lifes.... I have been catching this political thriller called "The Hospital" recently....other then the impossibility of a doctor like su yi hua who is cute, sweet, great doctor, dedicated, devoted in the real world... (oh please... it is hard to even find a doctor who is true to his occupation and join the profession just for the aim of saving lifes let alone all the other good points......oh well... like I say.... amplified in dramas.....)the show is scary and scarily real.... the politics of the medical world... the effects power does to people... the reality that no one can be a bystander in a political game...the bystander will definitely get involved sometime somehow eventually..... at the end of the day... we are all chess pieces of a huge political game....we are all selfish creatures.... actions are carried out basically just for our means.... the great chess masters always prevail......learning to play the game well I guess, is really the main way to survive in our scary scary world!!!!

(Sigh... drama drama is bad for my psyche... I should just stick to idol dramas... :P)

Anticipating the new year.....

Bored bored bored..... I have finally completed the full draft of my thesis and submitted it to my sup.... life is like a standstill for me now.... having spent days and nights (literally) on writing up this piece that is going to determine the value of my 2 years in NUS.... right now... I have no idea what to do with my time!!! I can't let go and enjoy for I am still waiting for my sup's reply (my suspicion... I have loads to amend since the results did not happen the way we anticipated....fear fear fear.....)..... I can't continue to work on anything since the draft is completed..... all I can do now is wait wait wait.... anticipate anticipate anticipate and allow time to pass by.....

The Sunday Times has voted Lee Hom's musicman concert as the best concert in Singapore in the year 2008!!! So glad that I made the choice to attend such a great concert!!! Way to go Lee hom!!!!!

The new year is approaching....will it be a year of change??? A year of stagnation??? I have no idea... but I guess it is going to be a year of decisions.... a year where I will have to make many major life decisions... a chance to put my life in place..... hope that I will get through it well!!!

心 跳

心 跳
词 : 王力宏 易家扬
曲 : 王力宏

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的塬点

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始
能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

Melancholic lyrics... an MV showing "forced by circumstances, inability to make the preferred choice" .... so frequent... so frequent are we all entangled in this web of circumstances.... but isn't that what life is all about?? Making difficult choices in the considerations of circumstance... "forced by circumstances".. isn't that a lame excuse for the unwillingness to bear the consequences of the preferred choice?? Wondering which is harder to bear, the consequences or the shattered emotions attached with the inability to attain what you want.... I wonder.... I really wonder......perhaps at the end of the day.... it isn't really what you wanted....