Our lifes encompasses numerous doors awaiting to be opened,
Lured by the promises and mystique of what lies behind,
An endless struggle to achieve keys that gain us entry,
Unlocking these doors with greatest anticipation,
Forgetting that reality and promises are on orthogonal planes,
A result of contentment or disappointment befalls.
Inspired by the entry in my friend's blog.....here goes:
I miss.......
Hanging out, shopping, chatting on the telephone like there is no tommorrow with my best friend;
MacDonald's and movies after class in JC;
Practicing statistics with an impatient tutor at Coffee Bean Holland V after sch;
Dreaming of great things ahead of me in my youth;
Attending pop concerts;
Room 9;
Sneaking away for tea, long chats, counselling each other at work;
Free travel to Europe every year;
Hong Kong, Taiwan, Japan;
Whining;
Someone to blabble nonsense to;
Enjoying the process without concern for results;
Being impulsive, full of nonsense and getting away with it;
My piano;
Having tonnes of spare time for myself.............
剛剛看完了"換換愛"的最後第二集﹐ 感覺好難過﹗我喜歡的霍達﹐ 這個惡男在終于找到了他真正想報護的嘉蒂之後竟發現自己得了嚴重的病症而有可能死亡﹐就儘量想方法推開嘉帝為的就是要保護她﹐不要讓她在他死後難過. 他狠下心做了一堆接著一堆讓自己和嘉帝傷心欲絕的事﹐令著雙方常常以淚洗臉(這集幾乎三分之一的戲都在哭吧﹗讓我也一直陪著他們流眼淚!)。 人怎麼終是這樣矛盾? 想辦法要給人快樂﹐不要讓心愛的人難過但方法往往讓人心碎。要保護對方不被傷害﹐但傷對方最深的卻是自己。名義上說要保護對方就不與對方商量便替對方做出一大對自己認為是在保護對的決定。難道情到濃時就會忘卻對方其實也會有自己的看法﹐ 也有權力作出自己的抉擇嗎?為甚麼總是只以自己的角度去看待問題與情況呢? 真的覺得感情要畫上句點﹐ 要把對方推開是這麼易如反掌的嗎?與其在哪挖空心思想出怎麼去以自己愚蠢方式保護對方的方法﹐倒不如坦誠相對﹐一起在剩下的時間內共創出美好的回憶。生命本來就蘊藏著許多不測風雲﹐ 本就應該珍惜著擁有的時光﹐這不應該應為發現了甚麼不幸的事實而改變吧? 好希望這部劇的結局會是美滿的﹐ 希望霍達不會死(偶像劇甚麼時候開始這麼悲??為甚麼小美總是在劇里的一些莫名其妙的腦科怪病?這些病發生的可能性真的是好渺小! 小美﹐別繼續在戲里病下去了好嗎?)﹐期待著大結局﹗希望不會失望﹗
